Ten seconds back

Turn right instead of left

Broke the irreplaceable

Most part of life is choices, some accidents

But insanity is doing the same

& getting the same results

Cuz you can never get back those ten seconds

Playing tug and war with memories

That refused to be corrected

Time moves intransigently forward

Even if next time you turn left instead of right

Can’t correct mistakes

Just learn to forgive, mama said

When I turned right instead of left

Broke grandma vase

Said don’t worry about things that fall to pieces

We are born with our hands in fists and leave with them empty

Ten seconds before you gave him your name, ten seconds

Before you fucked

Ten seconds before you decided not to grab for the condom on the bed

Funny how we keep moving forward

Meant to make mistakes

“he said you so beautiful”

Slid in without a doubt

But your head said maybe I should question

Some part of you said you weren’t worth it

Some part of you thought you already fucked up

Turned right instead of turning left

know you just have to deal with the remains